A deleted New Moon scene has made its appearance on the Interwebz and sadly, it is without Robert Pattinson’s Edward Cullen character. To get even sadder, it mostly features Victoria as played by Rachel Lefevre reminiscing over the loss of James.

As much as I love Rachel Lefevre as Victoria, I have to say — you’re not missing much with this scene out of New Moon. I do wish she was still a cast member. Not entirely feeling the new Victoria just yet.

New Moon is available on DVD March 22.